I'm doing better today, though I may still be physically sick for a while. My body's also been giving me some trouble, with my ribs hurting, and just being sore in general... It makes it hard to lay down comfortably or to sleep like I usually do. But I'm fine otherwise. I just need to take care of myself as best I can.

And I've got a cute Flickerwind on me.

Well I was thinking. I like Dethy's blog layout, and I've always liked the way the fonts are set up on there. I wish I knew how to get blogdrive to show my text in a slightly larger size that way, rather than, what, maybe 3 times bigger or more. I don't know if it's a bother to anyone else, but I've noticed how straining it can be on the eyes to read my blog... Maybe it's just me and my eyes freaking out lately, maybe it's the colors, maybe it's just because the screen I have now has a gigantic resolution, or maybe it's a strange combination of all of the above. Anyway, I want to know if anyone thinks I need to change my font sizes, or if they're already fine. I think I would like something more like Dethy's, if that were even possible. I just have no idea how to get it to look like that, or anything better than this.

So umm... Yesterday (also known as earlier today, and last night) was really just spent playing the Wii. Or at least, I watched the Dethy play Twilight Princess for the first time. We don't own it or anything, it's borrowed from my best friend. The thing is, we were supposed to be getting Twilight Princess for the gamecube for ourselves, as a gift from one of Dethy's friends, about a year ago... but obviously somethingridiculous happened so that it never got delivered to us... and that was literally last Christmas, that we were supposed to get it in the mail. So, we still have no idea if we're ever going to get our own copy of that game. It would be great if we do, but who knows. All I know is that I'm probably going to end up watching Dethy play through the Wii version, and that if I get the chance to, I will then be playing the gamecube version myself, and searching for differences. Lol.

But yes. After blogging and stuff yesterday, Dethy played the game for like 14 hours, and that was it... Lol.... It was amusing, even though I was too weirded out by the whole thing at first. I guess I'm still weirded out by the game anyway, mainly because it's something of a crazy version of the 64 Zelda games, and just nonsense, with Link being so weird looking and more of a dork than ever. But whatever. If a game looks like it had real time, thought and effort put into it, then I can respect it for that. As critical as I can be about everything, that doesn't mean it's a bad game, it just means that I would have done things differently. Besides... WOLVES KICK ASS! In fact they kick so much ass that perhaps even a videogame can't do them justice. Oh well, it's okay, lol.

I guess in this insstance that means I'm like the Anti-Link. Because, well firstly, of course I'm a female... but second... I was previously a wolf, and now after coming from "another realm" to help this messed up world I'm just kind of stuck being in a human body. See any similarities? Ahwell. Here I am. Awooo!

It was pretty fun watching just because we got to laugh at a lot of stuff and make obscure jokes and references together, mostly to do with other Zelda games. That's always fun. We also noticed it's the only Zelda game that initially puts the name "Link" in the blanks where you get to choos his name... And also get to name Epona, lol! Anyways Link is now Dethy, and Epona is Taelle... So that we can laugh whenever something is said about Epona, since she's me. Epona is also a crazy warhorse who's been fed far too many steroids. Not to mention that she moves so unrealistically as well. And I've been around horses and been horse-back riding long enough to know. Lol oh well. Dethy has a mutated horse on steroids with my name.

Anyways rather than going on about the Zelda Twilight Princess game all night and what a silly time we had yesterday, I just want to say, that anybody who's played this game without playing other Zelda games (especially the 64 games that it is extremely similar to), is really missing out on some fun and getting to know some Zelda history... and therefore also missing out on a lot of references and things in the new game that were taken from the older games as well. Kinda like how Kirby64 was a horrible rip-off of Kirby's Dreamland 3 for the SNES, or Yoshi's Story was a rip-off of Yoshi's Island.... Except for the fact that Twilight Princess isn't bad or anywhere near that horrible..... It's still just kind of the same idea, because people will be introduced into the new generation of games and never look back, and therefore miss out on some important information. New fans just need to learn something about what they're claiming to be fans for, is all I'm saying, because otherwise they can't call themselves fans. I am mainly saying this because of my own personal problem with the sudden explosion of new Kirby fans, only evident in more recent years. And I'll explain.

This sudden appearance of so-called Kirby fans has really been pissing me off, first of all simply because, most of the time, these people know nothing about the "oldschool" Kirby games at all, or sometimes even know nothing about the games altogether, thanks to the TV show and it being horribly confused with the games and the real Kirby. The Kirby from the TV show is an utterly different Kirby, from a whole other reality. I could pick out too many reasons why, but I'm not going to do that right now. I simply want to say that I have been playing Kirby games since I was four years old, and have been an entirely devoted fan to Kirby since then. And this is the real Kirby, mind you, not the imposter that many have come to worship. Since I am not a newcomer or imposter to the gaming world, I think I have a lot of reasons to be angry. But anyone should be upset about the general media's downhill spiral, over the past eight or so years. Maybe it is the staff at Disney whom I should thank for making people get used to horrible media first, which by the way, they did so by very lazily throwing together sequels and bad movies in an attempt to whore some more money out of something that was originally good. I think the same thing can be said about most things these days though, videogames and movies alike.

Anyway, about the whole Kirby thing.
I think what my lover wrote about it sums it up pretty well.
At least I thought it was great...
You can read it here at   http://rainbowsword.livejournal.com/

You can also check out the Kirby icons I made for his account at
http://www.livejournal.com/allpics.bml?user=rainbowsword

Likewise, my account and pictures for Ado are at
http://www.livejournal.com/allpics.bml?user=magical_arts

I should definitely post that introduction to Kirby somewhere else soon, in case something should ever happen to these pages... and which will probably happen just because we aren't using these accounts anymore. Obviously this stuff at livejournal was initially intended for a roleplay community called Smash Dressing. But the general ignorance and horrifying inconsistency of this community is also why we resigned too soon afterward. I have many reasons for being upset this community, but I will just be very brief. Some rules that they had were unnecessary and stupid in the first place, but what was far more upsetting was the extremely hypocritical use of these rules. This became intolerable, so we left... Not to mention the fact that it is much more worthwhile for my lover and I to do role-plays together alone, on our own time, without other people ruining it for us.... We shouldn't have to be busy stressing about people being insensitive assholes or completely stupid when we're simply trying to do something that's supposed to be fun!

The popularity of Smash Bros, and Smash Bros Melee, seems to me to be the main cause of Kirby's sudden discovery and new-found popularity, for which I cannot be mad at them because Kirby deserves popularity, and it isn't their fault that people don't use their brains... Kirby deserved in appearance in Smash Bros every bit as much as anyone. (Kirby64 on the other hand is a crappy game that I can be extremely angry at with reason.) It is only the seeming sudden appearance of these Kirby fans and their ignorance of him that I do not like. Up until lately I had never met any other Kirby fans aside from my Dethy. But I would much prefer the absence of Kirby fans rather than what I have been seeing lately... Idiotic fans of a confused alternate-reality Kirby that has disgraced the very name of the mighty pink one. People have been unnecessarily rude and ignorant in this subject, and this is why I am being a complete nerd right now.

Don't think that there isn't a lesson in this picketing either, because there really is. And it only ever comes back down to the same things I have always been saying, the same lessons that humanity needs to learn in order to have any real progress, success or happiness in life. Not to mention that "learning" has become an absent concept in this place that they happen to call America...

As I cannot stress enough, Love is, and has always been, the most powerful and most importance force there is. Everyone needs love and is deserving of love, unconditionally, and needs it from themselves as well as others. But even with that, if people are refusing to utilize thinking and learning as well, then we can go nowhere. Without rationality, balanced with spirituality, this world can only continue to be a total mess of insensitivity and jack-assery. Yes, jack-assery. This world is illogical and unspiritual, which means that we have failed to learn the most important lessons of all. To learn, and to love. This means that THINKING should be utilized every bit as much as sensitivity. Recent media is not utilizing either of these things, and it is definitely not encouraging them either.

Please dear god let people use their minds every once in a while... though perhaps in America that would be far too much to ask, at least anytime soon. So I have to deal with this reality. But I also know that I am not alone in suh a depressing place. And of course I've always known that I was here because I wanted to help to change things for the better. All I can do is try... That's all anyone can ever do. And I will do my best, to spread love, to spread knowledge and wisdom. First and foremost, people need true motivation, interest and willingness in order to learn things. And I really don't think that current American media is going to be doing that for anyone. Even schools don't do that... I don't think anything is, with the way our society is at present.

I'm sure there are many various ways to get people's brains functioning again... to get them to learn things, to think about things from different viewpoints, to have a sense of creativity and mental freeedom again. One's thinking should never be limited, let alone be trapped in a suffocating prison where they are expected to be unquestioning, unthinking work slaves and drones who now feel no self worth. These people cannot find unconditional love from themselves or others, and are now trapped in this miserable cycle that is life. Ego has replaced love and it has encouraged everything that we don't need, including fear, hate, and ignorance. Therefore, ill-logic, and stupidity. Once again, it all goes back to the same thing. It is the core of every single problem we have inadvertantly created. Lack of love, also known as true spirituality and sensitivity, has created a world of hell. I'm here to help, though... because I've learned these things that the rest of humanity seems to be procrastinating at admitting... and I'm back to share these lessons with anyone who is willing to listen.

Obviously, I want to help provoke people's minds, to learn, to think differently, to see and understand differences, as well as other viewpoints, whether they can agree with them or not. Because people need to look at things with a broader scope of view, rather than simply what they have known for their own personal lives and a typical boxed-in approach to thinking. Of course, this cannot be accomplished without cooperation, because no one can be helped or even learn anything, unless they actually want to. This is what my storyworld is for. Correction... It's what my story-universe is for. I would hope that my stories could inspire people every bit as much as proke creativity, thought and learning for them.

Well that was a bit of a rant, wasn't it? And a much longer entry than I thought it would be. I can't be sure if all of my sentences have been making sense because they might just be mixing together at this point, and I need to resist re-reading it, picking it apart and editing it with my perfectionistic habits. What matters to me is being understood, though, and that's the main reason I worry about errors and things. I also don't want to bother anyone with seemingly superficial subjects, such as videogames, but I also can't deny myself the freedom and enjoyment of writing about anything and everything that I want to. So I am. And I will continue to do so in the future. And I also know that there is nothing wrong with having obsessions with silly forms of entertainment, whether they're videogames or anything else... because these things are simply much-needed forms of escapism. Everyone needs a balance of escapism and reality to survive in life, no matter what their own personal tastes are.

Remind me to mention the sillyness of Kirby changing colors over the years. And Kibi. Lol.

I've been writing kind of a lot lately I guess... which is good. I need to do this more often, when it's in a way that does not feel like I am simply exhausting myself or straining to get a few words down. It seems to be working well tonight anyway, so I can be glad for that. But for right now, I think I have finally come to that end wall... The wall where words just seem to stop flowing. And I wouldn't want to ruin anything by trying to break through that wall, and therefore likely ruining the rest of this entry. But thanks to anyone for actually taking the time to read my rantings, and even more thanks if you can do so without mental blockages keeping you from processing and analyzing it objectively... as should be done for effective thinking and learning. Thanks again for being here.

P.S.:  Yes, my name is on my site now! That doesn't worry me at all anymore. The only thing I care about, is that I keep my family from meddling in this blog or anything else that's personal, until they are mature enough for it. This isn't because I have something to hide, from them or anyone else... but rather, because my family should not be delving into my personal life if they can only do so with narrow minds, and abusive tactics. No one deserves abuse under any circumstance, and so I cannot accept abuse either, nor allow any continuance of unnecessary complications and blockages in my life's purpose. I deserve to be myself and to be happy. Henceforth, let it be known that I am The Taelle!

I am an old soul, an indigo-crystal soul hybrid and a wolf-incarnate, as well as many other things. I can be true to myself now. Because I love myself!

And I love you.

Awoo.